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| This angel lost her felt wings a few years ago, but she still holds a special place in my heart. |
If you have kept track this month, you'll know that I am not adhering to my original plan. I am enjoying writing off track however and I hope you are too. Imagine while you are reading that you can smell the cinnamon snap cookies I just took out of the oven. I've propped the oven door open and am gaining a little extra warmth in the kitchen. My kids are quietly busy with their schoolwork. I've just answered an email from my mother. All is well with my world.
Some of my friends and family members have not decorated much this year for Christmas. I understand that. Last year, after just getting back from Belize, decorating seemed extravagant but at the same time we didn't want have nothing for the kids. Thankfully they were old enough to drag out boxes and they did a fine job of making merry and putting up their favorite decorations. They did a fantastic job, so this year, they did most of the "work" again. H, insisted on having Christmas music play while he worked on the tree. Check! K carefully sorted through special ornaments. Check! C had the dreaded task of checking light strands and there were glimpses of a young boy from Cleveland in my living room except his reason for wanting the BB gun was to put the lights out. He likes tackling the tough tasks and I am certainly appreciative. Once again we stuck with the minimalist approach to the yuletide trimmings.
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| My dad's |
There are certain ornaments that I favor. This ornament is my dad's, which I now have. Every year he is placed near the top of the tree. He is delicate, so that is part of the reason he is placed so high. Another is that it is part of my treasured heritage and I want to place this ornament in a prominent place.
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| My first Christmas. |
Other decorations are special because they represent my childhood and stir warm memories. This little girl spent most of the year in a Whitman's Sampler box wrapped in Kleenex, but opening her box and hanging her on the tree by her knotted golden thread awakens my memories as a small girl. I feel that I should be sharing that old and ugly brown chair with my sister, our feet barely reaching over the cushion, staring at our lit tree in the room with the red sheer curtains and red and black carpet. Ugly room, beautiful memories.
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| The dove I crafted in VBS 1980 while my cousin made the mouse for me another time. |
I take joy in ogling the elaborate themed trees as much as the next person and appreciate the time and effort and creativity, but to me, nothing really beats the nostalgia of a tree decorated with homemade trinkets. I love the eclectic flavor of a tree that is covered with love and memories that no other tree on earth can share. It is the difference of covering one's self with a store bought quilt or a quilt scrapped together from material that was leftover from a dress, or tablecloth, or curtains, or blouse with stories behind each block. I see beauty in the unstructured color and arrangement of trees with ornaments with stories. I see getting to share stories with my kids as we look at the tree. I get to see them spinning their own stories with the ornaments that they make. I envision them telling their children one day of their own special Christmases and decorating the tree.